It's dark

It's dark
And then there's light
And then there's darkness again
And then there's light again
And then there's darkness
And then there's light
And then there's darkness again
It's so quite,its so peaceful
It's so dark, its like you are all alone
And then..........................................
There's light
It's so white everywhere
And then all of a sudden its dark
And then all of a sudden there's this light coming from a passage
falling straight on me
I start walking towards it
And the passage somehow goes further n further away
I start running towards it
And i still don't reach it.........
And then all of sudden there's light
I'm so tired
I sit down
with my legs pressed against my chest
And close my eyes
It's dark now
But when i open my eyes
I'm in my bedroom lying on my bed
And I wonder what all that was about.......

The Voices Inside Me

The voices inside me cry out for more..
Its telling me to not stop ,
Nothing satisfies the voices inside me,
Nothing ......
It needs more
More of my selfishness,more of my happiness,
More of my sadness,more of my pain,
More of the pleasures I crave into,more of my lust,
More of my life.........
Its scared of being empty..
Its scared of being alone...
Its scared of having no hope...
It just wants more...
It tells me what to do
It tells me when not to
These voices don't stop
I can hear them rite now
It wants me to tell u...
Tell u what its telling me..
I'm picking up a blade
I don't want to listen to these voices
I want to shut them up
I want nothing from nobody..
I'm tired
I'm gonna count till 10
And then cut my wrist ................................................................................
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Goodbye.

yeah freaky i know...just one of my creative outburst..hehe