It's dark

It's dark
And then there's light
And then there's darkness again
And then there's light again
And then there's darkness
And then there's light
And then there's darkness again
It's so quite,its so peaceful
It's so dark, its like you are all alone
And then..........................................
There's light
It's so white everywhere
And then all of a sudden its dark
And then all of a sudden there's this light coming from a passage
falling straight on me
I start walking towards it
And the passage somehow goes further n further away
I start running towards it
And i still don't reach it.........
And then all of sudden there's light
I'm so tired
I sit down
with my legs pressed against my chest
And close my eyes
It's dark now
But when i open my eyes
I'm in my bedroom lying on my bed
And I wonder what all that was about.......

The Voices Inside Me

The voices inside me cry out for more..
Its telling me to not stop ,
Nothing satisfies the voices inside me,
Nothing ......
It needs more
More of my selfishness,more of my happiness,
More of my sadness,more of my pain,
More of the pleasures I crave into,more of my lust,
More of my life.........
Its scared of being empty..
Its scared of being alone...
Its scared of having no hope...
It just wants more...
It tells me what to do
It tells me when not to
These voices don't stop
I can hear them rite now
It wants me to tell u...
Tell u what its telling me..
I'm picking up a blade
I don't want to listen to these voices
I want to shut them up
I want nothing from nobody..
I'm tired
I'm gonna count till 10
And then cut my wrist ................................................................................
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-1

-2

-3

-4

-5

-6


-7

-8

-9

-10
Goodbye.

yeah freaky i know...just one of my creative outburst..hehe

My Vow to You

When you said you loved me..
I knew u were mine..

You are the one, I want to wake up to in the morning
And go to sleep with in the night..
You are the one, I wanna make breakfast in bed for
And take care of when you are sick..

When you said you loved me..
I knew you were mine..

We can cook together my love

We can make any house our home 🏠💞together my love

Our love is enough to start a family👪 

Now nothing can stand in our way. 

When you said you loved me..
I knew you were mine..

Let us walk in the starlight✨🌝.. 
Let us walk in the day time🌞..
You can tell me your dreams
You can share with me your troubles..

When you said you loved me..
I knew you would be mine..

I know now you will love me..
No matter what may come in our way dear
Don't worry about tomorrow..
I will always be there with you dear

When you said you loved me..
I knew you were mine..

Remember..

Remember me when i'm gone,
Remember that I love you,
Remember the time we have shared,
Remember the time we cried,
Remember the times we said we loved each other,
Remember that i'm there for you even if i'm not there around,
Remember how lost I am without u,
Remember the rains n we sharing an umbrella,
Remember the times we were sad,
Remember our train journeys,
Remember our secrets,
Remember me with u...
Remember me always..